What I’m Listening To

Surviving Paradise

I just did a workout at 9:15pm. This is my third workout today. Feeling this into fitness feels absolutely insane to me, but I love it.


I’m watching a show called Surviving Paradise. It’s a silly reality show about people being voted into and out of a luxurious villa. But. Watching these beautiful people with their amazing bodies in these beautiful surroundings… it fires me up.

I am going to get a life like this for myself: Living in a beautiful space, on the water, in an amazing location, with an amazing person.

I am going to get this fucking life.

First step: Work on myself. My mind and my body. Look, think, and feel incredible.

I’m already doing this every single day, more than I ever have before.

Daily gym visits. Eating well. Regular journaling/blogging. Seeing my therapist. Spending time with friends and family.

This is only the beginning.